SOOK KENG[that my name] Age: currently 15
18 of June.. is a big day for me
i play trumpet although it is damn shit
sleep, eat , talk.. that my life
please take notes here ignore those grammatical error F4 + Alt will do if you hate me
oh well... it seems lik 100 years didn"t post up anythigns... haha i"m gettin more stress !!!!!! my parent keep on giving me stress... n i feel i can"t be happy anymore.. my boday getting more more worst... stop saying about my boday 1st.. c my jadual 4 today..
-monday- new skol life... my dateline finally cum true.. my body feel tat i can"t control it any any more... nvm.. band prac at the 1st skol day reopen... OMG!!! i noe my mum going to kill me.. ya when i cal her she already use her sound in phone kill me.. den... nvm.. my form teacher.. is a vvvvvvvvvv fierce n gud teacher.. haha i going to b gud for tis year.. gud for me to hav tis teacher she is fierce enuf to control me n our class.. yahoo..
band prac... damn hot hot hot hot hot!!!!!!!!!!!
-tuesday- things happen usually wat happen...
-wednesday- music class.. haha well... i"m reali excited for it because i hav to stay til vv late.. my mum kill me once again(i wondering hw many lifes i have??) haha...
-thursday- ntg happen... ask for tt bm n bi wanted to go for bc but sum1 there make me feel sucks n i decided to dun go
-friday- walau.. after skol... 1:45- 3:45.. tt for maths... haha... jus simply eat smtg at 7-elven... fish.. there reali sempit... after tat tt... rush to sains tt... 4:00 -5:30... kill me ba la.. but i"m nt getting tired... ned to praise myself abit.. reali concentrate in my tt nskol.. haha
-saturday- ytd night i sleep at 8 smtg .. damn early n i though i will b vvv full of energy.. den i wake up at 7.. haha didn"t eat anythings.. i usually seldom eat.. haha i jus went there in time.. run the whole skol.. den go do breathings excersie.. walau... dunno feel y can"t stand anymore.. rest n beside.. den i blank out.. all black.. when i was awake... i can"t open my eyes.. i was in stjohn room... i jus now was reali reali faint!!!!!!!! i dun dare tel my mum... if tel i forever no ned to mali for prac... if FOREVER!!!!! den may theng tk care for me n a teacher cal ms lim n a st john ppl... her voice quite soft.. but dunno wat her face look lik.. cause when i oepn my eyes i saw two ppl lik twins... haha den.. may theng "wei" milo for me.. i oso dunno until i hear her voice again.. den she say she wan go home.. yenpeng cum.. she help me "wei" finished the milo... n both of them help me message my body.. whole body kejang jor... ish... i can"t even move my fingers.. i feel lik me lik fei cai gam.. useless.. reali wan kil myself.. den.. i slowly slowly getting well.. when i faint tat time.. about 4-6 ppl around me to help me.. feel so lik vv dai pai.. soli guys.. i oso didn"t realize til yen peng tell me.. reali thanks for tk caring me.. thanks.. reali thanks... once again thanks... luv u guys..
weeks end lik tat... i hav to study hard.. p/s : god if u hear me.. pls hear my wishes... pls!!!!!
