You know that life is in our hand.

Saturday, February 20, 2010 6:44 AM
reflection about myself

i took a quiz on facebook today... is about my own personality and i think is quite accurate since it really give me reflect about myself... so there's the result goes~~

Dear Sook Keng, below are your Personality Tests result:

Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
( honestly, i think i'm mature compare to my ages.. sometimes i may some misbehavior but i still
can managed to think realistic..

Your view on yourself:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are down-to-earth

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :People like you because you are so straightforward

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both si
( i admit it.. sometimes, i just cann't stop myself for being brainless...)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are a true romantic

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :When you are in love

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You will do anything

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Everything to keep your love true
( unfortunately, i was thinking to not getting married... hahaha)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that p erson

The seriousness of your love:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :So you will find yourself with plenty of dates
( NAH~~ i'm 16 but still haven't got my date before... hahaha)

Your views on education:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Education is very important in life

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You want to study hard

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Learn as much as you can
(it's depent how much that i love that things and how much that i put effort on it)

The right job for you:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You have many goals

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Want to achieve as much as you can

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable e
( ya... i just love to do those kind of jobs that needs a lot of brain thinking.. how could a person sitting there and working from 9 -5 with those boring paper works)

How do you view success:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Nothing will stop you from trying
( this is not confident... it's call scare to face the failure... i'm the person who hard to face the wrod FAIL~~~)

What are you most afraid of:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Independence is important to you

( seriously, i really need a real bff... that will really will be there whenever i want.. still trying my best to looking for...)

Wednesday, February 17, 2010 2:05 AM
happy cny

sorry for the late wishes... happy chinese new year to all of you and happy holidays too...
is been a long moment that what i post.. i was kinda lazy and this wasn't reason for me to blame on... it because i have nothing to post about other than crapping like what i'm doing currently...

well... sometimes i would like to post something unique that happen on me... but when i face on the computer... i have nothing to write on...exhausted...

gathering party at bbq is going on 2moro.... before that... we will go bb place for a visit...hope everything go by schedule...

currently, i'm catching on a movie call 'you're beautiful'.. guess what??? i' have been watching it for more than 3 times and yet i still doesn't feel any bored on this movie... here goes the story.. a girl helped her brother to become a singer when her brother is somewhere in U.S for opperation... then her life began with 3 others famous singers in korea. blabla bla bla~~~

oh ya.. i haven't even start my homework after so many days of holidays... before that... i had promise myself to start on before cny.. but i just can't keep that promise.. things happening are keeping on make a mess on my mind and is help me to away from my promise... lame reason...

Sunday, January 24, 2010 2:53 AM
suday

this is the day that i wish it will every stay...

i'm free of nagging by teacher and try to told me that this year is not a honeymoon year
i free for not doing homework in class
i'm free for waking up 12 in the afternoon
i'm free onlining the whole afternoon..
i'm free for rushing tuition here and there after school
i'm free for everything on SUNDAY..

and i will be free for everyday after my stupid SPM..

no more worries...
no more tears...
no more suffer..
no more stress..
no more nagging...
no moreeverythings

Saturday, January 16, 2010 5:23 AM
week~~

a week just go off like that.. when i recall back.. i realize i have really done nothing at all...
yah.. i was wondering why my class got those teachers cause as far as i know.. those teachers usually taught those good class like 5s5??? and the reason that i can find to lie myself is because there are pretty TSK here~~ hahaha~~

moving on...
house practice in school are going schedule go off a mess... i have to skip my maths tuition for the sake of not washing toilet in school... and i don't really did anything or getting a MARK for my house actually.. i was just like apathetic those teacher as those teachers were trying hard to teach us technique to score marks... oh well... sport isin't a easy task for me as i'm kinda of weak~~ hahaha....

let's me ask you a question.. why do we need tuition?? for the sake of following others people or more understanding to the subject?? both neither.. and why do those GOOD tuition centers are crowded with people that are coming for the sake of gathering with friends?? ya.. seriously.. i wish i can have i private teachers... at least i can have more space to seat and BREATH~~~

someone make me feel like slapping he or she...ya... so what... if you think you are more than me.. come and take the place... if not please don't ACT there... i'm going do my homework maybe afterward or tomorrow.. cause currently... i'm out of strength.....

Saturday, January 9, 2010 7:18 PM
horrible tuition week~~

ya... accept it.. i will slowly become the next cch for being a full time tuition student... tuitions are everyday and i don't even get what the point of going tuition!!! okay.. at least i think my studies will BE improve if i get tuition more.. so do what cch did...

thinking of going tuition for every subject but it seems like impossible to me because i'm done with my timetable now~~ ya... cch is still in the same class with me... ONCE again... SAME~~ seriously... having myself is really not a big deal for me as long i get use myself in it and try to pay attention in class.. i still can get good result... right?? and slowly i will start to love my class like what i did for last few year... but i'm sitting with cch for this year because the LA has booked her... nevermind... is not a big deal for me... but the most frustrated part is i'm sitting with someone that i doesn't know well... oh right.. tsk just accept this fact...

when to parade with cch yesterday.. i finally bought a slippers as her birthday present... ya.. she choose purple and nt PINK!!! haha... and i still brought her to the shop for some girlish window shopping instead of going body glove and buy her favorite surf pants... she tried some dress.. seriously.. it really look nice on you but yet when you are putting the dress on you... it looks like you are having some horrible war with it because you don't even know how to wear... hahaha~~~ here are the overall pic that i combine into one

izi't she CUTE???

Wednesday, January 6, 2010 3:30 AM
wednesday

sitting at the hall for three days were about to bring me to the HELL soon...
and ya.. sittin' for those stupid crap talk and make me want to jump from the balcony.. and yet teachers are walking here and there to make sure we are nt crapping around too LOUD~~ acting that AMC teachers are responsible teachers or trying nt to spoil our school GOOD name?? ya.. who cares.. they are kind lame!!!!

moving on~~

went to tuition for physic today... we went late because we thought it start on 3 but actually is NOT~~ ya.. we all were like trying to dig a hole from the ground to hide our face... i still even heard someone say: 'all band GEH~~' so what??? band cann't be LATE ah?>???? ya.... audrey yeap and barbi phang are seriously going to dead because of physic... it was really tough but i managed to get myself into the situation.. the two bb were like looking at us and giving a weird expression and try to tell that they don't UND at all~~ nevermind... gambateh two to of YOU!! hahaha~~~

we are going to leave the hall tomorrow and we will be separate... lou gu tell me that we should tell pn chen that we want to be together and she force me to be PUNCTUAL for schoool tomorrow.. chemic tomorrow... i still haven't call the teacher for the place!! HAHAHAHA

Wednesday, December 30, 2009 6:24 AM
2010

2010 is almost there and 2009 is almost end.. after such a long year.. when i refresh back what i did for such a long year...i only realize that i had done nothing at all except crapping around and wasting my time... i gt a bad result for pmr.. i had not really done any big deal in band this year.. i had not really pay much effort on anything and everything.. okay fine.. everything is over.. stop regretting and start a new life for myself in 2010.. well i hope i really don't did the stupid things that i did for this year... you know.. i'm that kind of ppl who doesn't love to use brain and that what people call brainless~~~

i hope i can reall improve in my studies, at least be more focus on class and takes more tuition~~
i hope i can get up all my lazy buds and be more responsible in everything~~
i hope i can stop be talkative, although sometimes i really cann't control myself~~
i hope i can be more improve in my trumpet, oh well~~
i guess i know my standard are bad~~~
i hope i can save some money and go for a trip with FRIENDS since my mum said she ain't go to pay any money for me~~
i hope i can own a guinea pig, my mum said it is very bacteria.. so is a big NO~~
i hope i can take more time with my family~~
i hope grandma can get well SOON~~
i hope my teacher won't call me take any piano exam~~
i HOPE FOR WHAT I HOPE FOR~~~

at last... let's spend our last day of 2009 with GAY moody at least you won't regret for your ownself and 2009 won't come anyMORE~~